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Dec. 22nd, 2008 | 03:05 am

Hmm, I need to do a lot of things and if all goes well, 2009 will be WAY better than 2008. 2008 was good in some ways and a total waste of a year in others.

Let's see, what do I need to do?

1. Get the hell out of Fayetteville (biggest problem there is leaving Harrison behind and leaving for a good reason)

2. Get on the right path to do something with my life

3. Start working out regularly and eating better

4. Cut down on drinking and stop smoking

5. Stay organized and clean

6. Stop being so fucking lazy!!!

7. Save and make lots of money

8. Travel as much as possible

9. Become more responsible without sacrificing fun

10. Make changes in my life that will help me to be satisfied with it.

I probably have like 50million more things I can say. I feel like I'm not doing anything with my life and I'm wasting my degree. 2008 has been a year in limbo in which I haven't done much of ANYTHING to begin to do something with my life. I feel like a lazy ass loser and that I'm definitely not at the responsibility level I need to be at. In some ways it's been good though, I've had fun, made new friends, traveled some, and especially had the experience of living with a boyfriend, which is surprisingly way better than I though. I have a million things I want to do and I know what I really need to do is focus on one thing and get to that first but I just don't completely know what I want to do yet or how to do it. I just don't know where to begin and I really need to figure things out.

I hope 2009 helps me to find myself and figure things out, because I feel kind of lost right now...

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