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Oct. 23rd, 2008 | 08:54 pm
mood: buzzed

I totally got my second tattoo and my first drunk tattoo tonight. I guess it can double as a I heart Sonia and I've known Hannah for a long time tatt b/c I got it with Hannnah and it represents Sonia. It's an equal sign, yellow with blue back ground. Representing equal rights and representing my lesbo bff. Btw I totally got it from a gay hating, McCain loving, America bla bla, old creepy guy, but I figured that would make it mean more. Because despite his crazy views, him and I are still equal, and in one way or another, we are all still one. And I'm still a crazy hippy, but I love lesbians so it's OK.

Britney Spears

Oct. 9th, 2008 | 08:05 am
music: Britney Spears "Gimme More"

Her new shit seemed promising, but today I heard that song Womanizer and it's super lame. Then I listened to another I hadn't heard before and it was pretty much equally lame. But that doesn't change the fact that "Gimme More" and that you want a piece of me song are both pretty bad ass. Too bad she didn't continue with it. Also I saw a pic of her in super market tabloids and her body looks pretty good again.


Life update:

Oct. 8th, 2008 | 12:08 am
location: My apartment
mood: Buzzed
music: Weird shit

Still work at Buffalo Wild Wings. Started bartending after working there a short time, and have been working there for seven months. The money is good but I am looking for a job that is relevant to my bs in psych. Good luck with that in fayetteville. Prospectives are doubtful.

Moved in with my boyfriend. First relationship with an army guy I have been in (I am usually anti-dating military guys) but he is ACTUALLY different, which is amazing. He is laid back and mellow, very nice, has good taste in music, is sexy, and just good to be around. Sooo, I'm sticking around A LITTLE longer to see where things are going, cus I don't want to leave just to find myself regretting leaving him behind, and leaving before either of us are ready for things to be over.

Um, this is irrelevant I guess but I got my doggy fixed about a month ago. But she's an adult now so she had calmed down anyways.

A couple of weeks ago, I fucked my tire up royally due to driving drunk. I walk out to my car to go to work the day after a night of drinking an my neighbor is like "how'd you drive with your tire like that?" I was like "what are you talking about?" Then I go look at my tire and it is completely shredded and the rim is fucked up (the worst part is I don't remember doing it). My other neighbor fixed it for me and said "I was hoping I could get a couple of dollars out of you" (Can you tell I live in borderline ghettoville?) But then I got it fixed at a place with used tires and rims and it was only 130$ (cus I had to get another tire replaced too) to get 2 tires and 1 rim.

I saw Nick and Norah's infinite playlist the other day and loved it. Planning on buying it asap. Made me kind of sad that I don't live in NYC or near it.

Pretty into politics lately and Sooooooo voting for Obama.

Talked to Kat the other day, she's going to be stationed in Everett, WA and that's all the more reason for me to visit my lovely darlings in WA. When is a good time?

At occasion, sad because I feel like I'm not doing anything with my life because I have a bachelors but all I'm doing is working at a restaurant and living in fayetteville. I like being near my family and living with my boyfriend though. Living with him has actually turned out much better than I though it would.

Still want to try to go to grad school or something so I can make that dough. Want to get qualified to make that mad cash yo.

Want to move but not completely sure to where. Most likely to St. Louis because I already have a small basis there, and have a good time every time I go. Would pretty much be satisfied with any big city (just about). For some reason I'm attracted to Austin, TX though I've never been. I wish I could go check it out. Also, west coast and north east (nyc, boston, etc) seem appealing to me, although I think I'd fit in better on the west coast because people from the north east are usually assholes.?

I miss you guysss lots, I wish we could all live near eachother again, and I wish I didn't take for granted the time we did.

Oh did you guys watch the debates tonight?? Vote for Obama!!

Btw, I wrote this because Heather said she's always surprised when she sees me write an entry, so I dedicate this to my homegirl Heather...

Why am I still up?

Aug. 23rd, 2008 | 01:14 am

I wish I could move to NYC but I was reading some apts for rent and jobs on craigslist and a lot of them say that they don't want people who are new to nyc. It would be so awesome to just pick up and go there, but it also seems really scary. I think St. Louis definitely seems like the safer choice, and I was looking up apts in stl and i found some pretty affordable ones. Of course they'll all be filled up by the time I actually move but it gives me hope for finding a place to live. Now finding a job, on the other hand, that's a completely different story!


Aug. 13th, 2008 | 01:35 pm

I just found out that Harrison will probably be deployed in February. So if that remains the case, I should be moving this February. Not completely sure where yet though, buuut, definitely moving.


Aug. 8th, 2008 | 01:07 am

Harrison will be going to airborne school sometime in the near future, and since we live together now and he's a pretty major part of my social life, that's going to suck. So I think it's the perfect opportunity to go out of town. But where? Any suggestions of where I should visit? I don't think anyone actually reads my lj anyways (the few times I ever write in it) so I feel like I'm talking to myself, but whatever, it's worth a shot.


Aug. 3rd, 2008 | 04:44 am

I moved into my new apartment on Friday and now I'm broke as fuck.

On top of that I checked my account tonight when i got off work and there are a bunch of charges that I did not make, so someone has stolen my fucking card number and used it for some shit on paypal, and napster, and something else. All internet stuff so I'm guessing it's a hacker. On top of that I can't call bank of america until the morning cus, well, it's 445am right now and i didn't find out about that shit until 130am. This sucks. I need to hurry up and stop being broke.

Does anyone know what you're supposed to do when you have charges on your check card that aren't yours?

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Jul. 26th, 2008 | 03:36 pm
mood: sick sick

Umm, I read shit on here all the time but never really write on it, but I guess I have some updates so here I go:

Last night I saw Snoop Dogg at the House of Blues in Myrtle Beach with Ricky, Mark, and Rusty. There were so many fucking white people there, and if there was a black person there it was mostly a black person who was in an interracial relationship with a white person. There were a lot of people in my grandparents age range there, and as far as the people close to my age, the crowd was pretty much homogeneous (you know the pretty, skinny, super tanned, overly dressed up girls, and the preppy frat boy douche bags with their polo shirts and short hair).

After this we went to Broadway at the beach to this club called Froggy Bottoms where there are three different clubs in one, (each just as lame as the next of course), where we were of course met by a large group of more of the same people (although most of them were close to our age this time of course). This was great for the boys because there were TONS of hot girls, but as far as guys, there was literally not ONE there that would even be worth a second glance, they were all wannabe thugs or the super prep frat boys. God that was painful, so I had to resort to just checking out girls the whole night, which is not near as fun.

I spent most of the time at the club on this outside balcony with ricky just talking shit about the people went by, pointing out the hot girls, and laughing at ricky jokingly trying to "holla" at them. Towards the end of the night ricky got really hyper so we went out into the big crowd dancing on the dance floor and everyone was looking at him because he was dancing insanely. It was pretty hilarious. Oh yeah, by the way, the worst part of this evening was that I was sober the entire time (aside from smoking right before snoop dogg of course).

I was the DD for the ride home, and I lived the furthest away from everyone so I didn't get home until 7 in the morning, and I've gotten about six hours of severely interrupted sleep (sleeping during the day is not easy!).

By the way, I quit drinking. I haven't drank since July 3rd, aside from 1 drink last week that I didn't have to pay for. My reasons for quitting are: To stop spending so much money on drinking, because it's bad for you and I've lost a little weight from quitting, and because I was drinking too much for me - it was taking too much to get drunk and I need to lower my tolerance so I can spend less money to get drunk when I start drinking again, I'm also afraid to get pulled over when driving drunk, AND finally I just don't really feel like it lately.

And in other news, at work I've started bartending like a night a week, which I'm hoping becomes a more regular permanent thing because people sitting at the bar tip WAY better than people tipping at tables. Some of them also consume incredible amounts of alcohol while remaining quiet and composed, which surprised me.

And I guess in the biggest news at all, I'm moving into a new apartment August 1st and my roommate is going to be my boyfriend. It's going to be a lot closer to work, and he's the only one on the lease so if he gets deployed or we break up, I can move out no problem. The minute either of those happen the plan is to move to somewhere far far away from fayetteville, and hopefully from nc too. Hopefully it all works out, although I may need to find a roommate somewhere else eventually.

That's about all that's happened lately. I did go to warped tour, and got sun-burnt and now have a really weird tan because I was wearing a wife-beater type tank top, and there were not many good bands, but enough to make it worth it for only having to pay 15 for tickets. Oh yeah and I didn't have to pay for my snoop dogg tickets either, which was great. Both of these are thanks to ricky.

And I'm excited for Britney to move here, and I wish Tasha was also moving here and then she could cut my hair because I don't trust anyone in fayetteville to cut my hair.

Don't be stupid

Jun. 12th, 2008 | 01:29 am

Please vote for Obama. I just read about their feelings on all of the issues on cnn.com and if you're not rich and you vote for Mccain, then you are retarded.

PS Watch an Inconvenient Truth! I am so concerned with global warming lately. The polar bears are about to go extinct. ANd yes it is our fault, saying that it was just a natural phenomenon was all propaganda, which I guess is beginning to become apparent.

I think if McCain gets elected I'm going to try really hard to somehow leave this country. Like join the peace corps or go to school overseas or something.

It sucks that I can't go on road trips anymore though because gas is RIDICULOUS, and I feel guilty about destroying the planet now.

Oooh, on the shallow consumer in me side: I'm switching to the Sprint everything plan and maybe getting the new Intuition phone which is supposed to be the best ripoff of the iphone yet. It comes out in a few days and I have to wait to see the price though.

Oh yeah, and super excited about seeing Britt at the beginning of next month! Yay!!

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May. 14th, 2008 | 11:16 pm

I just found out that one of my good friends has cancer. I'm not really sure what to do about it.